As of Monday night, I am no longer a graduate student. I finished my final exam and just sort of stared at my computer for a few minutes.
Am I really done? Yeah. The student loan payments that are coming due next month prove that. It probably won’t feel real until I walk across the stage in July. I thought about skipping graduation, but then I thought about how hard I’ve worked over the last 18 months. Nuh uh. This girl will be strutting across that stage!
Now that I’m done with school, I feel kind of aimless. I had really hoped to have a job by now so that I could at least take care of my student loans, but no luck. The longer I think about that the more I wonder if I messed up by getting my master’s in Public Administration. I already get enough grief from Hubby about getting a History degree but not teaching. The thing is, I don’t want to teach kids. They can be bratty and I have no control over my reactions to such brattiness. I’d be fired in a week.
I’ve been seriously trying to leave my employment dilemma to the Lord. I apply to just about every job I can find that will pay the bills and then just pray that one of them will be to His liking. I’ve asked the Lord to help find a job that I can advance in, create a career out of, pays the bills, and gives me a sense of fulfillment. I know that might seem like a tall order these days, but it’s what I want. I’ve also prayed about accepting a job even if it doesn’t initially fulfill all of my requirements. Until something comes up, I’ll keep plugging along with job applications and thanking the Lord that I get a little extra time with the kiddos. I know I’ll miss these days when I go back to work.
At least with school finished, I can finally start focusing on writing more. I’m reading a lot on different topics so I hope to have a few multi-post series planned in the next month or so. I’m also able to focus on working with Oilfield Family Ministry. We have grown so much and it is truly a blessing to work with the other amazing admins on this page. Oilfield or not, make sure to check us out!
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Well, I need to go referee a toy dispute between the kiddos. Have a great day, y’all!